I pull the book from the library shelf.
Why am I usually alone in here at the library?
The binding on the book is very old.
It smells of old cologne, like it had lain in a desk drawer or maybe a dresser?
I can hear the crinkle of the pages, as if they would crumble beneath my fingers if I were to flip them.
I begin to read about a man and his story of days of old.
He speaks of a different time and place, one of which I recognize…
How is this even possible?
.Lily
Saturday, December 30, 2017
Saturday, December 23, 2017
Merry Christmas
I didn’t travel home for Thanksgiving, so my enthusiasm is almost uncontainable. I also feel so grateful to be able to go home for Christmas break.
My mom looks so much better; there is a hue of color to her face now. She has gained a few pounds after gaining some of her appetite back. Even just a few pounds makes a difference. It is wonderful to see her revived anticipation for one of her favorite holidays!
I decided we should make some cookies, like she used to do for me when I was little. We sit at the counter drinking hot cocoa and laughing about memories passed. Dad pops his head into the kitchen, smiles, and winks at me as Mom and I continue on with our conversation.
The doorbell rings and it is Grandpa. Cookies are done. Now we are off to find a Christmas tree. They had decided to wait for me…
Merry Christmas,
.Lily
My mom looks so much better; there is a hue of color to her face now. She has gained a few pounds after gaining some of her appetite back. Even just a few pounds makes a difference. It is wonderful to see her revived anticipation for one of her favorite holidays!
I decided we should make some cookies, like she used to do for me when I was little. We sit at the counter drinking hot cocoa and laughing about memories passed. Dad pops his head into the kitchen, smiles, and winks at me as Mom and I continue on with our conversation.
The doorbell rings and it is Grandpa. Cookies are done. Now we are off to find a Christmas tree. They had decided to wait for me…
Merry Christmas,
.Lily
Saturday, December 16, 2017
Dream Journal
I see myself, but I am much older.
I am amongst several hundred people at some type of celebration. They are dressed up in gowns and tuxedos.
Tables decorated so elegantly with beautiful bouquets perfectly arranged. Gorgeous chandeliers and background music as if I were at an opera.
There is a gentleman walking towards me, and he says, “They are ready for you now,” as he takes my arm in his and leads me to the stage.
.Lily
I am amongst several hundred people at some type of celebration. They are dressed up in gowns and tuxedos.
Tables decorated so elegantly with beautiful bouquets perfectly arranged. Gorgeous chandeliers and background music as if I were at an opera.
There is a gentleman walking towards me, and he says, “They are ready for you now,” as he takes my arm in his and leads me to the stage.
.Lily
Saturday, December 9, 2017
Study Group
For once I actually want to go to the Bible study group! This time, I feel like I can share my thoughts with them. After all, I finally have an answered prayer!
I share the news of the new trial medication my mom started taking and that this week she is feeling so much better!
They say things like “Praise God” and “Hallelujah.” I still feel like I can’t say these things, at least not yet. They speak of God’s blessings as I sit and wonder… is it?
A silent thought, of course.
I guess I am still in shock from the news. It was a good night! I felt good for the first time in such a long time!
There is still hope!
.Lily
Saturday, December 2, 2017
A Heart Beats Again
Dear Readers,
My heart is elated! I received a phone call from my father. My mom’s doctor was reading an article about a new trial medicine and has decided to treat her with it.
I have hope again. My fears have subsided. Maybe God has answered my prayer after all. I feel rather badly now. Maybe I was wrong about God?
My father sounded so happy over the phone. I could feel his smile. Picturing it made me smile.
I let out the deepest breath from my lungs, as if I had been under water this whole time. I almost felt faint.
So much emotion is rushing through my heart and mind right now.
Thank you, God, for an answered prayer!
.Lily
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